I really enjoyed the first chapters – they were so deep, and the connection with the female main character was strong. But then she decided to give her love to that awful Adrian. It could have been such a powerful story if she had risen up and found a man who loved her from the beginning, someone who helped her heal her trauma… but no. She somehow forgot all the horrible things he did to her and suddenly turned all lovey-dovey with this b*stard. So yeah – around chapter 45, the story really took a disappointing turn.